I’ve made a blunder in the process of  loan application for university studies today. The way of doing it that I knew was correct but I didn’t believe myself and instead believed other people. I was repeatedly proved correct even when I pursued the matter but I don’t know why I listened to the completely baseless hearsay that was floating around. In the end, I wasted my time, energy and money doing what was not necessary. I was kind of disappointed with myself for this matter because it’s not the usual me. This was not the usual way I handle stuff. I have faltered. I wish to say I truly regret my careless action but I leave no room for that because like what Jonathan Larson once said, “forget regret, or life is yours to miss“.

So yeah, I realised my mistake and learnt my lesson. I’ll learn to trust myself more next time.